my demons, though quiet, are never quite silenced
"I said I would not wish it on anyone. That includes myself," Finn corrects. His mouth is very dry all of a sudden, and he regrets letting the teacup slip between his fingers. With cheeks flushed pink, it's not entirely certain whether it's anger or shame that has him feeling hot all over. But, still as he is in his seat, there is no doubt that the Eye has managed to touch every nerve that Finn possesses.
"You never had to. It is a brothel," he reminds the other man. Just because Cian hasn't said sex doesn't mean that it isn't a requirement of the role, if that is what he's being asked to do. And Finn hardly thinks he is going to be infiltrating a brothel as an accountant.
"I can't do this," he says simply. "You may not care for my wellbeing, but I will not put myself back in that position. I am sorry Cian - you will have to find someone else."
"You never had to. It is a brothel," he reminds the other man. Just because Cian hasn't said sex doesn't mean that it isn't a requirement of the role, if that is what he's being asked to do. And Finn hardly thinks he is going to be infiltrating a brothel as an accountant.
"I can't do this," he says simply. "You may not care for my wellbeing, but I will not put myself back in that position. I am sorry Cian - you will have to find someone else."
FINN
