[Training] know how to resurrect

i am afraid that if i open myself

i will not stop pouring

She follows through with more of the posturing and the bend of her elbow, trying to recover after her quiet admission – her fear of fire now, and for good reason. Not only was it harmful to Ascended, the first warning bell in her mind, but it reminds her so much of her death that she can’t… Seem to get past it. It haunted her, the fire in the fireplace, the fire in the stove when they went to cook. Around every corner here, a fire constantly going in every room, a constant reminder, a constant sorrow.

So she draws her bowstring back again, taut and tight, letting it fly out to hit the target again, unblinking and not breathing, watching as it hits well again and allowing herself the ability to relish in that at least. The tones of his voice reach her again, as she moves to draw another arrow into her bow, considering the options that are laid out.

Ice and fire, how fitting for her. She pauses as she considers the options a bit longer, lips pursing slightly. She had the armor, that part might help in a pinch. “Do you… Remember we had Amulets in Helovia?” She asks, casting her glance toward him curiously. The Kaos amulet had given her the scar on her neck, but there were many others that were far more useful. “Something similar to that maybe?”

why do i fear becoming a river?

what mountain gave me such shame?

KIADA