Like a Leaf on the Breeze You Blew Away

"...Right." Sam said, the word coming out as a strangled sob of a syllable. Of course Remi didn't want to spend time with him. He'd felt the wave of utter nothing coming from him when they were hawks. No feelings, no affection, none of the love he'd hoped to earn one day. Just....nothing. Like he knew he deserved. Sam turned and opened his door without saying another word, shutting it in Remi's face and sinking down to the floor, unable to be polite when he was leaning over the edge of a breakdown. Samuel I hear in my mind All these voices I hear in my mind All of these words