the light’s on for you

REMI

He does want to relax, and that's precisely why he doesn't. He's just killed three children; surely Remi deserves whatever tension has built up. "That's what I keep telling myself. " The Alchemist agrees with a nod. "But it falls a bit flat. Once being told to do something was enough reason to do it. I suppose now with what and who I am, the he made me do it justification seems..." His shoulders shrug beneath Ronin's hands as he reaches for his cup. Gods if it isn't strong, but that hardly stops Remi from draining nearly half of it in one swallow, despite not having left it to cool for long enough.

"I think I...do want to feel things again. If it is just my mind protecting itself, how do I...stop it?" Turning to look around and up at Ronin as if his husband might genuinely know the anwer to this, Remi lets his head lean to the side against one of the Star's forearms.

back when i was living for the hope of it all

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