On this winter's night with you

Sam didn't really have an answer to his point about the luxere, so he didn't say anything. Prior to this Longnight they had never really been a part of his experience. He hoped they might actually be a good distraction for the monsters...he didn't want to think bait, but.. He felt the slightest bit embarrassed as Remi studied him but did not pull away, staring deeply back. With his advanced dark vision he could see the pale green of his eyes even in the dimness and he marvelled at how something so simple could make him feel so loving. Remi's questions were like a knife. They pushed right to the heart of his insecurities in seconds and before he could open his mouth to respond he was nodding with tears falling down his cheeks. He kissed Remi messily, desperately. For the last few days, as excited as he had been, Sam had also been constantly waiting in the back of his mind for the other shoe to drop, for Remi to notice just who he was and walk out. Hearing it in actual words was both terrifying and relieving. Samuel I'm starting to wake from silent sleep I'm starting to break and I can grieve