there's an ocean in my body
there's a river in my soul
"Oh, I see." Loren's answer was very...bland, as if he was trying to rush along; as it turned out he was. Sam held his breath as he waited to hear what it was Loren had to tell him...when he did hear it he stood still for a moment, then sighed and sat on the arm of a chair by his fire, pinching the bridge of his nose.
He wasn't really sure how to feel about that. On one hand, there was the instinctual reaction: anger, jealousy, you knew who he was to me-- but on the other, and maybe this was a sign of growth, he knew he had no say in what Loren did with anyone else; they had agreed they were free to still be with others. He'd never explicitly asked him to leave Nate.
"...Mm. Okay. He seems to be doing that to a lot of people lately." There was a laugh but it was dry and bitter, not at all amused. "Is that all?"
He wasn't really sure how to feel about that. On one hand, there was the instinctual reaction: anger, jealousy, you knew who he was to me-- but on the other, and maybe this was a sign of growth, he knew he had no say in what Loren did with anyone else; they had agreed they were free to still be with others. He'd never explicitly asked him to leave Nate.
"...Mm. Okay. He seems to be doing that to a lot of people lately." There was a laugh but it was dry and bitter, not at all amused. "Is that all?"
if I see a sign in the sky tonight
No one's gonna tell me it's a trick of the light
SAMuEL
