Thank you for finding me
And thank you for the care
Walking up the mountain with Loren, even with the depressing topic of conversation at hand, was almost meditative. The snow white before them and the challenge of the peak coming to an end, he felt able to talk about nearly anything with the Launceleyn.
"...Well, no matter how hard I try, nothing in that vein ever seems to go right. I've never...once...heard someone say they love me. Not properly." Saying this drew a sigh from him and Sam hunched up his shoulders, as if trying to make himself small. "Not my family, or anyone I've been with. So...I don't know. I don't know if there's just something wrong with me, or ..." Drifting off he shrugged, looking out into the mountains with a shake of his head.
"...Well, no matter how hard I try, nothing in that vein ever seems to go right. I've never...once...heard someone say they love me. Not properly." Saying this drew a sigh from him and Sam hunched up his shoulders, as if trying to make himself small. "Not my family, or anyone I've been with. So...I don't know. I don't know if there's just something wrong with me, or ..." Drifting off he shrugged, looking out into the mountains with a shake of his head.
And fuck you for making me
Think that this life might be fair
SAMUEL
