there's a fire starting in my heart
reaching a fever pitch
Loren waved away Sunjata's apology. "No worries." Letting out a huff of laughter, the healer gave the bartender a chagrined smile. "I've always had a pretty shitty attitude when I'm drunk." The Launceleyn own tone was contrite, considering what he'd done to the other man under the influence of alcohol.As Sunjata reached over to Loren's shoulder, he sighed. "Thanks." Kicking idly at the water, he sighed. "It's...not even that I think I'm a bad person, objectively. It's just people keep fucking expecting things from me that I can't give them, and then get mad when I warn them about it and it turns out I was right all along." His hands clenched into fists. "They say it doesn't absolve me and that I'm not trying hard enough or I don't care."
and it's bringing me out the dark
LOREN
