MAEA
Looking at him, she managed a little smile. The painful awkwardness easing a bit, she nodded, showing she understood the escape he offered. But... at the same time. It wasn't really a topic she could escape forever, was it? While the memory was bad, she had good ones too now... of being safe, free to choose and decide for herself what to do.
So she straightened herself up as best she could. "It's... not that I don't want to talk about it," she admired, red faced. "It is just... hard. I don't... have much confidence about this. Sex." Just saying the word made her squirm. "When I'm with Sunjata, it's so easy. He's safe, and I don't have time to think too much, just... go along with his flow."
Washed away, was more the feeling. It was the talking about it, the analyzing where she had to actually look at herself and describe what she saw where everything balled up in a horrible knot. That's where the awful feelings from the past came alive again.
So she straightened herself up as best she could. "It's... not that I don't want to talk about it," she admired, red faced. "It is just... hard. I don't... have much confidence about this. Sex." Just saying the word made her squirm. "When I'm with Sunjata, it's so easy. He's safe, and I don't have time to think too much, just... go along with his flow."
Washed away, was more the feeling. It was the talking about it, the analyzing where she had to actually look at herself and describe what she saw where everything balled up in a horrible knot. That's where the awful feelings from the past came alive again.
I'm an angel bored like hell
And you're a devil meaning well
And you're a devil meaning well
BASE INSPIRED BY ODD <3
