Where do I go from here?

M  A   E    A I talked to God to no avail Said, "If you won't save me, please don't waste my time." Not sure if it was a real comfort to know that someone just wanted to snack on her for fun - or plain enjoyed letting her think so - Maea nevertheless forced herself to take a deep breath and relax. Bringing the spilled water from the table and herself, she magicked it over to the sink to drain away, and made another attempt at drinking, more successful this time. "So... it's really just for emergencies, for sustenance?" she wanted to know, hoping to clarify it once and for all. Honestly she had never dared to ask about it before, had always tried to ignore the parts of the ascended she knew that were odd or difficult to explain away. Perhaps she should make more effort to understand them... even if the concept still made her uneasy. "You still have your magic?"