Loneliness... is such a sad affair
and I can hardly wait
Adam seemed to have not expected his reaction, judging by how quickly he was grabbed, held still. Pet blinked at Adam, trying to keep his face blank, to not show any of his worry, to not show how this was affecting him. The words did relax him, just a little bit. A question was different than a decision, or suggestion. He let out a soft breath, relaxing back into the bed, and Adams arms. Take the word casual out. Okay. That made things easier... didn’t it? What did he want? Had he ever really thought about it before? If Peter closed his eyes, and didn’t think about Adam, or his eyes, or the look on his face, he could speak a little easier. ”I want... I wanna do this more. With you. Not... not casual.” He opened his eyes then, not quite willing to look at Adam, but focusing on his chin.
to be with you again
PETER
