too timing

Remi grinned and nodded, letting the huntress release him as he stooped to pick up his tea cup. Moving to flop down in the chair next to hers, the alchemist drew his legs up beneath him, chewing thoughtfully on his lip. "I just... I have never wanted to make something perfect before." He admitted with a shy laugh, before turning towards Vai and letting his head lean youthfully against his shoulder. "Unless it is too soon? On the one hand I...I do not even really remember when I fell in love with Ronin. It was just always there. I only really realized it when he died.." Trailing off, Remi took a sip of tea to try and drown the unhappy lump in his throat. "We live together, have done almost everything together...so in that sense, I thought it seemed...well.." Blushing, the alchemist trailed off again seemingly unable to form a coherent thought when it came to the hunter. "But in another sense...I suppose it is fast. We only...ahh.." The blush deepened to a comical level, the tips of Remi's ears now growing pink as he thought of the first time he and Ronin had actually been physical together. Яemi I'm holding on to all the pieces of my heart's debris, until it's time I'll pull it together and fix myself eventually & know it's mine