Sohalia
Soh bit her lip as Koa agreed, resisting the urge to wince again. She'd really hurt Jude, if even Koa could see his side of things, and she resolved to make things right as soon as possible - even if she didn't know exactly how to do that. It had never been her intention to cheat in any way, and she'd told Jude as soon as she'd realized how she felt. Perhaps she should have just kept it to herself, avoided Koa until the feelings she had for him went away. Maybe that would have been easier.
But she hadn't done that, had she? No, she'd stirred the pot, involved everyone in some insane idea that barely even made sense to her, and all she could see now was the potential to hurt people.
Koa's next question was a fair one, but one that Soh didn't have a good answer to. That he was asking questions at all filled her with a fragile hope, but it was clear that he was still massively unsure of her proposal. She wished that she was more eloquent, more sure of herself, more in control of her emotions; but she was just her, sitting here with Koa, trying to propose something that seemed more impossible by the minute, just doing the best she could. "Oh, um..." she said, thinking for a moment. "If any of us isn't into it, then I... would have to choose." Once and for all. "Everyone has to be on the same page, or it wouldn't work."
But she hadn't done that, had she? No, she'd stirred the pot, involved everyone in some insane idea that barely even made sense to her, and all she could see now was the potential to hurt people.
Koa's next question was a fair one, but one that Soh didn't have a good answer to. That he was asking questions at all filled her with a fragile hope, but it was clear that he was still massively unsure of her proposal. She wished that she was more eloquent, more sure of herself, more in control of her emotions; but she was just her, sitting here with Koa, trying to propose something that seemed more impossible by the minute, just doing the best she could. "Oh, um..." she said, thinking for a moment. "If any of us isn't into it, then I... would have to choose." Once and for all. "Everyone has to be on the same page, or it wouldn't work."
Minor powerplay allowed without permission.
Feel free to use force/magic on Sohalia.
Feel free to use force/magic on Sohalia.